tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-75656012024-03-13T18:37:32.408-04:00Quantum TheologyTenet insanabile multo scribendi cacoethes
<br>An inveterate and incurable itch for writing besets manyMichellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.comBlogger1716125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-9767788577696575752023-12-15T16:01:00.004-05:002023-12-15T16:15:01.244-05:00Taking tea with a grain of salt - the Boston tea party<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgk6zm0wsHuRoqroRKhvSdwh_nc-Ok4WotA5aFa0HbHKNEAC5Iaoi-PtWcflByT0Cr3RpZ3UtaEVbbfILEzZcXkbJSymYjAF2SRMtlTs2Qdces3DWMmpGxOsiBaLlgEa-7x6rwBeXRmtPWXY8Yexw_BlYlhLzpFaEiFGleg1zZwJzjQK2Dqks0T/s4032/imperial%20porcelain%20modern%20canneles%20silver%20tea%20basket.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="4032" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgk6zm0wsHuRoqroRKhvSdwh_nc-Ok4WotA5aFa0HbHKNEAC5Iaoi-PtWcflByT0Cr3RpZ3UtaEVbbfILEzZcXkbJSymYjAF2SRMtlTs2Qdces3DWMmpGxOsiBaLlgEa-7x6rwBeXRmtPWXY8Yexw_BlYlhLzpFaEiFGleg1zZwJzjQK2Dqks0T/s320/imperial%20porcelain%20modern%20canneles%20silver%20tea%20basket.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br />Tomorrow is the 250th anniversary of the Boston Tea Party, the day protesting American colonists dumped 42,000 kg<sup>1</sup> of tea into Boston Harbor. That's enough to make about 21,000,000 cups of tea. While that might sound like a lot of tea, several billion cups of tea are drunk across the world every day<sup>2</sup>. Each year humans drink enough tea to to fill Boston Harbor end to end. That's a bit less than half a cubic kilometer (which in those terms I confess does not sound like very much - but Boston Harbor).<p></p><p>The tea, once dumped in the harbor, was unusable due to contamination not only by the salt water, but by the sewage that surely polluted the bay. (I was fascinated to find that a vial of the tea leaves purportedly collected from the harbor <a href="https://pastispresent.org/2014/good-sources/an-old-vial-of-tea-with-a-priceless-story-the-destruction-of-the-tea-december-16-1773/" target="_blank">still exists</a>.)</p><p>Salt would seem to be the last thing you want in your tea, but in the eighth century manuscript <i>Classic of Tea</i>, the tea master Lu Yu recommended adding a dash of salt to water before using it to brew tea. Salt, actually the sodium ions in it, suppresses our perception of bitterness. A small amount of salt, not even enough to taste, reduces the bitterness in a cup of tea. Other ions will do this too, including zinc. Beware, zinc also interferes with the perception of sweet!</p>
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1. If you prefer this in Imperial units, that would be 92,000 pounds.<div>2. At this point I'm apparently contractually required to tell you that tea is the most popular beverage in the world. Virtually everything I read about tea made sure to make this point early and often.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><p>If you want to know more about the chemistry behind tea, my book <i><a href="https://www.amazon.com/Steeped-Chemistry-Tea-Michelle-Francl/dp/183916591X" target="_blank">Steeped: The Chemistry of Tea</a></i> comes out from the <a href="https://books.rsc.org/books/monograph/2162/SteepedThe-Chemistry-of-Tea" target="_blank">Royal Society of Chemistry Books</a> in January 2024. You can <a href="https://www.chemistryworld.com/webinars/steeped-the-chemistry-of-tea-with-author-michelle-francl/4018610.article" target="_blank">sign up to hear me talk about the chemistry of tea</a> on February 15 with Chemistry World.</p><hr /></div>Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-73213615095935174042023-09-09T11:25:00.006-04:002023-09-09T11:25:57.464-04:00Vampire diaries<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhm-s9Dg4Y-oShBulr2Y3Jf46xHHAbo6Ohv1jOgcPqhePXBDl8cxIlnc88lJCYQl4Qxr3yFjxhT5jU5mjmlGxTkn6TbWemWdX_x_gS2jtx7aBXFrPTDqoSBnoEgnVAeqAPZxGvvw5QzCCMD6EIWiRMeExYo-bR6F6Yc3wzcmXZmrxkfacVFMvSy/s3024/book%20monk%20monastic%20life.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhm-s9Dg4Y-oShBulr2Y3Jf46xHHAbo6Ohv1jOgcPqhePXBDl8cxIlnc88lJCYQl4Qxr3yFjxhT5jU5mjmlGxTkn6TbWemWdX_x_gS2jtx7aBXFrPTDqoSBnoEgnVAeqAPZxGvvw5QzCCMD6EIWiRMeExYo-bR6F6Yc3wzcmXZmrxkfacVFMvSy/s320/book%20monk%20monastic%20life.JPG" width="320" /></a></div>On Tuesday morning I had a procedure on my eye which left me as sensitive to light as a vampire and with very blurry vision. I came home and spent the afternoon like a Victorian lady with the vapors. In a dim room propped on many pillows, eyes closed while someone read to me. It lacked only the cool compress on my forehead and some smocked white lawn dress to be a woodcut right out of a 19th century novel, well that and my intrepid book reader was not the vicar's daughter but my iPhone. <p></p><p>No email, no desultory browsing the news, no list of household chores to get through, I drifted along to the voice in my ears, letting someone else choose the pace at which the story progressed. All in all it was a tiny retreat, a meditation on surrender and control.</p><p>By bedtime I could see well enough to pray Compline, “Protect us, Lord, as we stay awake; watch over us as we sleep, that awake we may keep watch with Christ, and asleep, rest in His peace.” Two Advil (the local had worn off) and indeed I slept in peace, and rose in gratitude to a less blurred day. </p>Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-12107306679337976742023-09-04T17:08:00.003-04:002023-09-04T17:11:41.195-04:00The season for changes<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcCe3isa_eW0aEaKkPLbXbjEqHkobsYaPNWD6REJ7ilXJ0yp4MH2q-NCBX6tSU4vUcDBo76PfPMm7HJAVnYKLr247a_LvS8p1qgtzn2bSZ0ZWZuB0AuHMlkGqcyh4sMgCl_5dDrhXNqXCqTKp8QkIWakO3VvLzvwjM_I1Qn1XI9kx4Sd8Q1XhP/s4032/caterpillar.HEIC" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img alt="green caterpillar on a grey wall" border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="4032" height="150" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcCe3isa_eW0aEaKkPLbXbjEqHkobsYaPNWD6REJ7ilXJ0yp4MH2q-NCBX6tSU4vUcDBo76PfPMm7HJAVnYKLr247a_LvS8p1qgtzn2bSZ0ZWZuB0AuHMlkGqcyh4sMgCl_5dDrhXNqXCqTKp8QkIWakO3VvLzvwjM_I1Qn1XI9kx4Sd8Q1XhP/w200-h150/caterpillar.HEIC" width="200" /></a></div>It's September, the season has changed from summer to fall (though the temperature feels anything but fall-like today). Classes start at the college tomorrow, and I am thinking about changes. (If you also now have David Bowie's <i>Changes</i> as an earworm, I apologize, or consider it the soundtrack to this blog post.) <p></p><p>Like the caterpillars, so much changes for me at this point in the year. My schedule changes. Inflexible classes plant themselves in my calendar, meetings sprout like weeds around them. My tasks change, too. I need to find time for office hours and grading and class prep. I will have new students and new colleagues. I am teaching a new class this year and team teaching general chemistry for the first time ever (in this my 40th year of college teaching). My office was renovated over the summer, so that's a change, too. (My door opens on the other side and the light switch has moved. I keep swiping at the wall when I come in. Habits are hard to break.) So many little changes.</p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjrtAOKVok9ss02dCkY4W9creb_zE23-YR2kvVP98DsVLWzfvDWzfc-v6lodlt5nLXNO08IZn3B7fm1TvAqArSd4_sjSloQL7Dz5zYJuzn-UmNLCwGJ9OI_G1ace904oB4LkT-Va1E9KA2oGOEEWQZQ9lcosqf1Ko2QqT_jhU4-X0lyyKROeZR5/s4032/new%20office.HEIC" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img alt="office flanked by bookshelves" border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjrtAOKVok9ss02dCkY4W9creb_zE23-YR2kvVP98DsVLWzfvDWzfc-v6lodlt5nLXNO08IZn3B7fm1TvAqArSd4_sjSloQL7Dz5zYJuzn-UmNLCwGJ9OI_G1ace904oB4LkT-Va1E9KA2oGOEEWQZQ9lcosqf1Ko2QqT_jhU4-X0lyyKROeZR5/w240-h320/new%20office.HEIC" width="240" /></a></div>But I'm also thinking about longer-term changes. What would it be like to retire? A big change that will cascade into many small changes. What's the next big writing project I want to undertake? It feels so odd to be looking at space in my calendar that doesn't have "writing" in it, after all these months of working on the book on tea. There are more changes to come, I expect.<p></p><p>Photo of new office, just like the old office, but with fewer books. (Really.)</p><p></p>Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-35582601818372657952023-08-24T14:57:00.000-04:002023-08-24T14:57:08.983-04:00Indexing habits<p> </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiY3U3GJuSXYm5e683_MGfcAd7u_FnD9zkYGgyMreyFplmYVjGNhjuiwBoR_G2hcxxKv7ynHV8NTZwGMcfZXrpWc3Pvehf3WOrrbEp1PuLcDi_kBEwSLQwkXcJa2pg0VRMCku8PkXPCKIhX8HM2yrp-SVJUa1eTauMIaQbIgTEcUX8sURZW3J31/s4032/index%20book%20sunglasses.HEIC" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="4032" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiY3U3GJuSXYm5e683_MGfcAd7u_FnD9zkYGgyMreyFplmYVjGNhjuiwBoR_G2hcxxKv7ynHV8NTZwGMcfZXrpWc3Pvehf3WOrrbEp1PuLcDi_kBEwSLQwkXcJa2pg0VRMCku8PkXPCKIhX8HM2yrp-SVJUa1eTauMIaQbIgTEcUX8sURZW3J31/s320/index%20book%20sunglasses.HEIC" width="320" /></a></div>I just finished Dennis Duncan's <i>Index, a History of The: A Bookish Adventure from Medieval Manuscripts to the Digital Age</i>. It was a great read, accessible and with lots of lovely word play to enjoy. I enjoyed his capacious definition of an index, large enough to encompass the arrangement of kitchen cabinets to allow its users to reliably locate items. I reflected to Math Man that we use that sort of index when we are at the shore. There is always a designated key and beach pass bowl established near the door. Going out for an early morning pastry run? No need to shake out everyone's pockets looking for one of the two sets of keys we were issued, they are in the bowl. <p></p><p>These days I leave my phone in the bowl, too. Mostly. Today after a long beach ramble I put it down on my shoes while I unlocked the door, thinking to myself, "Don't leave it here!" Door open, I dropped the keys in the bowl. Two hours later, headed to lunch, I grabbed the keys and wondered where I left my phone...argh. On my shoes. Outside the door.</p><p>Practice good indexing habits!</p>Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-84083781841665097982023-08-23T19:22:00.002-04:002023-08-23T19:32:29.189-04:00Sensible of conditions<p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjt73V4HtybjU35Zx5kpdxLtBXF-B0wSK0b9GxhQnN4N0cbcMRvGoH_s9KQbSBvh709Bhl9qd2UzX01prEnXWzwS_NgPSkhb0OXT6azqomL6QSe0rqTj6jOezdWKnmNpsj8Owro2gI7_QTmHZRWLp14zoBeb-Vb5VgvteMxBk5ncS-zEJSM8ly1/s4032/Windy%20beach.HEIC" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="4032" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjt73V4HtybjU35Zx5kpdxLtBXF-B0wSK0b9GxhQnN4N0cbcMRvGoH_s9KQbSBvh709Bhl9qd2UzX01prEnXWzwS_NgPSkhb0OXT6azqomL6QSe0rqTj6jOezdWKnmNpsj8Owro2gI7_QTmHZRWLp14zoBeb-Vb5VgvteMxBk5ncS-zEJSM8ly1/s320/Windy%20beach.HEIC" width="320" /></a></div>I looked out at the beach yesterday, the water dotted with white caps, sand shimmying itself into tiny dunes and turned to Crash, "Did they teach you the Beaufort scale?" (He is taking a sailing course in London this summer.) He checks the waves and says, "Beaufort 6?" "It's been too long since I thought about it," I admitted.<p></p><p>The <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Beaufort_scale#Modern_scale">Beaufort scale</a> describes the intensity of the wind in terms of observable conditions. Beaufort 0 is so calm that smoke rises vertically. At Beaufort 2 the leaves can be heard to rustle and you can feel the breeze on your face. Beaufort 6 is a "strong breeze" in which it is hard to raise an umbrella, and white caps are widespread on the waves.</p><p>If I wanted to know the current wind speed at the nearby weather station I could check my phone, but there is something about being sensible of the conditions where I am standing that I find appealing. It calls me to be present, to listen and to look and to feel what is around me.</p><p>For the record, the conditions were Beaufort 5, a fresh breeze, windspeed 20 mph. Crash and Math Man demonstrate!</p>Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-36747444531545543032023-08-22T11:19:00.003-04:002023-08-22T11:21:51.193-04:00Resistance<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWpU2FXbC2u8Sgw2pEXZWlwYfRy8IoGuLjAJy15nmjyYIomBSooK5usxcBPQCCo65fqMrb5Izi8IxCWU4kQ9f9hCdMEu6QMbY2MntqB3adk-PorJgIELdS6N9jkjrwTTcDoQ5d-piWq4toGDTHCGabBZyS3P05EdkaVax9sH3z34pDNvgC_gKb/s4032/beach.HEIC" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="4032" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWpU2FXbC2u8Sgw2pEXZWlwYfRy8IoGuLjAJy15nmjyYIomBSooK5usxcBPQCCo65fqMrb5Izi8IxCWU4kQ9f9hCdMEu6QMbY2MntqB3adk-PorJgIELdS6N9jkjrwTTcDoQ5d-piWq4toGDTHCGabBZyS3P05EdkaVax9sH3z34pDNvgC_gKb/s320/beach.HEIC" width="320" /></a></div>Should I spend some time this morning working on my syllabus? It's a cool day at the beach and perhaps that is why I am feeling the tug of the school year. Or perhaps it's because I read an opinion piece in <i>The Atlantic</i> that claims the syllabus is dead. (Because you can make an update-able electronic version? Because now it's customary to put a lot of policies on it, which somehow dilutes the scholarly value of the reading list and schedule?) <p></p><p>I am trying to resist. I have been seriously unbusy for the last 10 days, leaning into the joy of being away where I can't clear off my desk or tidy the living room. Savoring the time with family. Burrowing into books old and new. Writing purely for pleasure. </p><p>The pull of the new academic year is a bit like the tide, swelling and ebbing on an immutable schedule. Today at 1:09 pm the tide will peak. On Wednesday, September 6th at 1:10 pm, I will stand up and welcome a physical chemistry class bursting at the seams. Resistance is futile.</p>Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-24821219420855335842023-08-21T11:21:00.001-04:002023-08-21T11:21:11.204-04:00Re-created<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgW8qCAiZ3Ui9umQlmNqLi7J7j_nIRqQgptu6ZoW5PFM8YrLd3jK5oYXm2xiJVvtXlapMSHd4ARHYCpCFnuo5HHh04mlKIOhVNj8UI2yaV54GsTe0jP7bfI12Jb8tuoH5Jc7ZfBq2Y7nkrb5HHXlUwoaJ5EbS2gXZzCZY3jv26_SGSuiIRINemQ/s4032/IMG_9223.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="4032" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgW8qCAiZ3Ui9umQlmNqLi7J7j_nIRqQgptu6ZoW5PFM8YrLd3jK5oYXm2xiJVvtXlapMSHd4ARHYCpCFnuo5HHh04mlKIOhVNj8UI2yaV54GsTe0jP7bfI12Jb8tuoH5Jc7ZfBq2Y7nkrb5HHXlUwoaJ5EbS2gXZzCZY3jv26_SGSuiIRINemQ/s320/IMG_9223.jpeg" width="320" /></a></div>I am recreating. I am down at the New Jersey shore, ocean breezes blowing through the door, the susurration of the surf punctuated by the shrill shrieks of sea gulls excited by the potential snacks being toted onto the beach to keep toddlers (and teens and twenty-something offspring and their parents) from getting peckish. <p></p><p>I have read six books, walked miles each day unplugged from books or podcasts or the news, floated in the sea, eaten ice cream, laughed with my kids until the tears ran down my face, lingered over dinner at an outdoor cafe. Soaked in grace until the creakiness of the summer’s push to finish the book (and several other projects) eases. Reminded that at my core I am a human being, and not a human do-er. I feel re-created.</p><p>Classes begin in just over two weeks, the start of my 39th year as a college professor, my 61st “first day of school”. I always imagine the entry to the new school year will be gentle, the air faintly crisp at the end of the day. And always somehow surprised when it is comes in hot, afterburners roaring. All the more reason to dump as much heat as I can this week.</p>Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-12611952785199232062023-08-16T11:14:00.001-04:002023-08-16T11:14:13.515-04:00Two universes<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOwCnKvYfZG4DJmm8uGnFfhUzD2XnoVpSteRj3oIareLvmtLPTRf1BEDSIvrW4XdlzWAztaLNWi549d-KnS_eig_JEMxh_MdOk3RETsLZggA4pRv97SvKGUlGtoIh_JwIIWRTR9mgCnxPEpa6KD6W5SGuz0LSEnRxR2b34IMaA34xLMwUaE20K/s222/Screen%20Shot%202023-08-15%20at%2012.29.23%20PM.png" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="110" data-original-width="222" height="110" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOwCnKvYfZG4DJmm8uGnFfhUzD2XnoVpSteRj3oIareLvmtLPTRf1BEDSIvrW4XdlzWAztaLNWi549d-KnS_eig_JEMxh_MdOk3RETsLZggA4pRv97SvKGUlGtoIh_JwIIWRTR9mgCnxPEpa6KD6W5SGuz0LSEnRxR2b34IMaA34xLMwUaE20K/s1600/Screen%20Shot%202023-08-15%20at%2012.29.23%20PM.png" width="222" /></a></div>I started <i>The Impossible Us</i> by Sarah Lotz last night. It's about a couple who meet online but turn out to be living in (slightly) different universes. In another timestream Tom and I would be married 42 years today. A friend who was married a week before we were posted a picture from their wedding a few days ago. In the background was Tom, who had been a groomsman. It was if he had casually dropped into my universe for a second, to say hello.<p></p><p>The story is leaving me to wonder a bit what my life would have been like in that other universe. Would that Michelle be here at the shore this week? Might I run into her on my morning walk, when for a brief second the two universes intersect? Or catch her out of the corner of my eye? </p>Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-71611066094738222692023-08-15T22:55:00.001-04:002023-08-23T19:31:08.744-04:00Ferragosto and the wedding of the sea<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKxzM2cnPUb22NMaBTPUYFFZVFt2eQxrvAXRrQ5XhWdCHTHtxx_YPwVqwenwPPttlBVgP3spJ63OzRchR9tpBvYpdG5R6TDsG8Pw3kmiJH31bUnbjzoWl9tbg0FA0hrcTuAFEllZs1P0R9JttpcEA1jPDL2KV9CxHG0AWwf-p4fXuOOfft_P35/s3470/beach%20birds%20sea%20isle.HEIC" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2602" data-original-width="3470" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKxzM2cnPUb22NMaBTPUYFFZVFt2eQxrvAXRrQ5XhWdCHTHtxx_YPwVqwenwPPttlBVgP3spJ63OzRchR9tpBvYpdG5R6TDsG8Pw3kmiJH31bUnbjzoWl9tbg0FA0hrcTuAFEllZs1P0R9JttpcEA1jPDL2KV9CxHG0AWwf-p4fXuOOfft_P35/s320/beach%20birds%20sea%20isle.HEIC" width="320" /></a></div><br />It is the feast of the Assumption, Ferragosto in Rome. This year I am down at the beach, where it is just as hot and humid as the last time I was in Rome for the Assumption. The church here is air conditioned, unlike the church in Albano, and the cool Atlantic waters offer sweet relief after a walk. Like Albano, church bells have been ringing all day here. To call the faithful to Mass. And the carillon currently playing an eclectic mix of patriotic songs and hymns (none of them Marian).<p></p><p>The tradition here is to <a href="https://notredamedelamer.org/events/2021/feast-assumption-blessing-sea">bless the ocean</a>, then take a dip to share in the blessing -- before the grace evaporates at midnight. The water was a bit rough, but then grace can be rough at times, too. I made sure to get in the water. The bishop starts in Atlantic City and finishes in Wildwood, it seems, so the entire Jersey shore gets a share in the grace. </p><p>I finished <i>Velvet the Night</i> by Silvia Moreno-Garcia. It was a riveting read, with enough unanticipated twists and turns to occasionally make me gasp. (I could almost taste the tortas in the little cafe in Mexico City, so tried the local tacqueria for dinner.) Finished <i>Blue Lightning</i> by Ann Cleeves (a re-read). Dug into Frederick Buechner's <i>The Remarkable Ordinary</i>, which is remarkable and not in the least ordinary. Downloaded <i>The Impossible Us</i> to start.</p><p><br /></p>Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-67664638547447072072023-08-14T13:25:00.002-04:002023-08-14T13:25:28.057-04:00Write a book for you?<p><span face="-webkit-standard" style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span face="-webkit-standard" style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgxdjvnE6GzyjlPYw23jOmzBSmXO3ZpdA-GEHiE54Mt7fi-3ezGjdPjYF5zz_CZpyiK7BtYZk0eIwxdco-7TW4cHMeF9f2QQIIIImXxFuzHghDLcaqPuLkt2t_vBjA4ZSaKibv0KeDRX8fNVlwNj5vPfh1DAkJEqMYfRl_0JPcC1JHcKEAQ-lHb/s4032/steeped%20cover.HEIC" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgxdjvnE6GzyjlPYw23jOmzBSmXO3ZpdA-GEHiE54Mt7fi-3ezGjdPjYF5zz_CZpyiK7BtYZk0eIwxdco-7TW4cHMeF9f2QQIIIImXxFuzHghDLcaqPuLkt2t_vBjA4ZSaKibv0KeDRX8fNVlwNj5vPfh1DAkJEqMYfRl_0JPcC1JHcKEAQ-lHb/s320/steeped%20cover.HEIC" width="240" /></a></span></div><span face="-webkit-standard" style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><br />I kept getting these sorts of emails while I was actually writing the book for my UK based publishing company. They did not all go to junk!</span><p></p><p><span face="-webkit-standard" style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I love the line, "</span>Last but not least, after the publication of your book, it will be published in Google News, Yahoo, and other major news channels. What more can you ask for?"</p><p>What more, indeed.</p><div><br /></div><p><span face="-webkit-standard" style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><i>Dear Dr. Michelle Francl,</i></span></p><p style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: -webkit-standard; text-size-adjust: auto;"><i>I am ....., Editorial assistant from UK based publishing company, contacting you with the reference from our editorial department. Basing on your outstanding contribution to the scientific community, we would like to write a book for you.<br /><br />Researchers like you are adding so much value to the scientific community, yet you are not getting enough exposure. No matter how many papers you publish in famous journals, you will be still unknown to common people. To solve this problem, we came up with this unique solution.<br /><br />With our book writing service, we will write your research contributions in common man’s language. We will also include all your published papers into this book in a way that a common man can understand it. And then, we will publish your book with our publishing group. Before, publication, we will send the draft to you for scientific accuracy, once you approve our draft, we then proceed for publication. You will get all the rights of your book, and all the sales generated from your book will be credited to you.<br /><br />Your book will then be listed on famous websites like Amazon, eBay, Goodreads, and many other popular book websites. As a result, you will get good credit and people will recognize your hard work and your scientific contributions.<br /><br />Last but not least, after the publication of your book, it will be published in Google News, Yahoo, and other major news channels. What more can you ask for?<br /><br />All we need is your book writing contract, and you will get all the rights for your book.<br /><br />Will be waiting to hear from you.<br /><br />Best Regards,</i></p><p style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: -webkit-standard; text-size-adjust: auto;"><br /></p>Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-70030321215449401692023-08-13T12:06:00.001-04:002023-08-13T12:06:18.935-04:00Done is good<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgrC_eYpZ7Y-Ye_VhzhOoq__uAN4_SixY89lxQCKs-NTIuM40EfgbXS5OXs3oJoBcwby4iqGsmp9PHfEw8J4WpzQ6jwCk22CBn3R78AwfzR-Kuex4LFvSYymSMCRiyUd5OfFy8GpDofajFEsvFJ446QKZYaxOi7S4XKbJMLt6Bm8zfzGFSVHhMI/s646/9781839165917_Publicity.png" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="646" data-original-width="430" height="200" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgrC_eYpZ7Y-Ye_VhzhOoq__uAN4_SixY89lxQCKs-NTIuM40EfgbXS5OXs3oJoBcwby4iqGsmp9PHfEw8J4WpzQ6jwCk22CBn3R78AwfzR-Kuex4LFvSYymSMCRiyUd5OfFy8GpDofajFEsvFJ446QKZYaxOi7S4XKbJMLt6Bm8zfzGFSVHhMI/w133-h200/9781839165917_Publicity.png" width="133" /></a></div><br />It’s a book! The manuscript for <i>Steeped: The Chemistry of Tea</i> has been dispatched (virtually, a zip file dropped into the publisher’s dropbox). Math Man captured the moment for me. I read some 500 papers, drank 400+ cups of tea, made about 100 chemical figures and gathered it all together into what will become a 150-ish page book early next year. The final paper copy of the manuscript weighs just over 700 grams — printing it out for a last read made it feel very real. Paper has more heft than electrons. (Yes, I realize there are a lot of electrons holding that paper together!)<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0A5nQUQBuucnsVBcZuBMdMl1vG_SC45XiCMnjqHSxrblyNsnDQQ6FI9UfF4hDgEcqFceXXaQ1yHXoBVQjtY1I_L-21EwWk73Ezhnr8zLXp7qjF6-xHavfZYcrgHmIJYoL9rlHcoaZX2CuvtxeSBm9sReWg_hT8ZaU5pUFN3kASjWPwNxUitXx/s4032/IMG_9196.heic" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0A5nQUQBuucnsVBcZuBMdMl1vG_SC45XiCMnjqHSxrblyNsnDQQ6FI9UfF4hDgEcqFceXXaQ1yHXoBVQjtY1I_L-21EwWk73Ezhnr8zLXp7qjF6-xHavfZYcrgHmIJYoL9rlHcoaZX2CuvtxeSBm9sReWg_hT8ZaU5pUFN3kASjWPwNxUitXx/s320/IMG_9196.heic" width="240" /></a></div><br />“Done is good!” is what students and faculty say at Bryn Mawr to encourage each other to finish something. It may not be perfect (should I have written more about matcha? Or about wind ovens and samovars? Maybe.), but it is finished. And done feels very good! So I am off on two weeks of vacation, with some time to read things unrelated to tea. (First up, <i>Velvet is the Night</i>, a very noir novel by Silvia Moreno-Garcia set in 70s Mexico. I spent a summer there in 1973, so the setting really comes to life for me. I adored her <i>Mexican Gothic,</i> and some 60 pages into <i>Velvet</i> I am entranced.)<p></p><p><br /></p>Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-57584960290567432492023-06-22T16:58:00.004-04:002023-06-22T16:58:26.265-04:00Aspergillum/Aspergillus: where science and faith collide<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgBViUOx79emcE7Qi6t7rBYnauUaGkgoNXiSpMFX0Y_WP2ueJ3hYxf1hda3zbDcr-PS83Z_wM5jn_4spM9NHOX7tzZBev_1aXF5PihXLM7jztKdWm-_VqUndzjxOUfXXzzwuopFUlXwcXg07vfgrvXegpJyzofvg2TRsvOHuBaxpTfks1cq4V-8/s220/Aspergillus_niger_01.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="152" data-original-width="220" height="152" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgBViUOx79emcE7Qi6t7rBYnauUaGkgoNXiSpMFX0Y_WP2ueJ3hYxf1hda3zbDcr-PS83Z_wM5jn_4spM9NHOX7tzZBev_1aXF5PihXLM7jztKdWm-_VqUndzjxOUfXXzzwuopFUlXwcXg07vfgrvXegpJyzofvg2TRsvOHuBaxpTfks1cq4V-8/s1600/Aspergillus_niger_01.jpg" width="220" /></a></div><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #0f1419; font-family: TwitterChirp, -apple-system, system-ui, Segoe UI, Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 20px; white-space-collapse: preserve;">Today I learned that </span></span><i style="color: #0f1419; font-family: TwitterChirp, -apple-system, "system-ui", "Segoe UI", Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 20px; white-space-collapse: preserve;">Aspergillus niger</i><span style="color: #0f1419; font-family: TwitterChirp, -apple-system, system-ui, Segoe UI, Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 20px; white-space-collapse: preserve;"> - the fungus (mostly) responsible for the fermentation of pu'erh teas - was named for the aspergillum used liturgically to sprinkle holy water, which it (vaguely) resembles. No surprise, the botanist was a priest (Pier Micheli).</span></span></span><p></p><div><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #0f1419; font-family: TwitterChirp, -apple-system, system-ui, Segoe UI, Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 20px; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 20px; white-space-collapse: preserve;"><span style="color: #0f1419; font-family: TwitterChirp, -apple-system, system-ui, Segoe UI, Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><div>I haven't been writing much on the blog of late, because I have been writing another book (#6). This one is on the chemistry of tea, titled <i>Steeped</i>. After a day of writing, or a day of teaching and tucking writing into the corners, I've been loath to get on the keyboard in the evening and blog. I may not be out of ideas of things to write about, but I am definitely out of energy and words at the end of the day.</div><div><br /></div><div>I am very much at the end of the process, finishing writing the last bits, and doing a big edit on the book as a whole. The goal is to have the whole thing submitted by the end of July, so watch this space!</div></span></span></div>Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-35166583244573808342023-05-13T17:42:00.003-04:002023-05-13T20:41:46.953-04:00Principle and foundation redux<p></p><div style="text-align: left;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjV41Dz0JzBUilg6rXtxt52xxd22FvI0y7b6DqeF-mCPemcRcm5EaQdGdfZlckN4bYg5aH-ckqpNY7oVmCwrcgqRyTO5FG6y6gktiaS31pd5gKTjbn2L4s3CBqcGLR2JjtH08Ju_M9DsNJiCjez4ngZyA18esdu5865AQO-oQoWsDFe3tzfIQ/s637/Ignatius%20image%20Eastern%20point.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="637" data-original-width="276" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjV41Dz0JzBUilg6rXtxt52xxd22FvI0y7b6DqeF-mCPemcRcm5EaQdGdfZlckN4bYg5aH-ckqpNY7oVmCwrcgqRyTO5FG6y6gktiaS31pd5gKTjbn2L4s3CBqcGLR2JjtH08Ju_M9DsNJiCjez4ngZyA18esdu5865AQO-oQoWsDFe3tzfIQ/s320/Ignatius%20image%20Eastern%20point.jpg" width="139" /></a></div><br />“In everyday life, then, we must hold ourselves in balance before all created gifts insofar as we have a choice and are not bound by some responsibility. We should not fix our desires on health or sickness, wealth or poverty, success or failure, a long life or a short one. For everything has the potential of calling forth in us a more loving response to our life forever with God.</div><p></p><p>Our only desire and our one choice should be this: I want and I choose what better leads to God’s deepening life in me.” — David A. Fleming, S.J.</p><p>As much as the Exercises are structured linearly, each week building on the next, ultimately we find ourselves revisiting them out of order in various moments of our lives. It’s Easter season, but I am floundering in the Third Week, scrambling to find my balance.</p><p>Ignatius’ First Principle and Foundation animates his Spiritual Exercise. If you have not acceded to this, you are not ready to immerse yourself in the work of the Exercises. I may have accepted the Principle and Foundation long ago, but I cannot say that I have always managed to live in such perfect indifference. It’s a process, it’s the little things. I still do not <a href="http://quantumtheology.blogspot.com/2012/06/ignatian-antinomy.html" target="_blank">suffer wet socks well</a>.</p><p>Or, it’s not the little things…A few weeks back I woke up with much of the vision in my left eye gone. Light and darkness, color and movement remained, but the world to my left rippled and wavered in a disconcerting way. Shortly I was sitting in a chair in a darkened room as my ophthalmologist ran through a series of possibilities — none of them particularly comforting. When I could not read the letters on the eye chart with my right eye covered, a line from Fleming’s paraphrase of Ignatius flashed through my head: “We should not fix our desires on health or sickness…” I wondered if I had the courage to keep from fixing my desires on sight. "Pray for the desire for the desire, then," I hear a long ago spiritual director advise.</p><p>Within an hour some of the worst diagnoses were off the table, but more tests and a visit to the sub-specialist had to follow before there would be any clarity, metaphorical or literal. I sought the anointing of the sick. I sank into the Gospel stories that wound closer and closer to the Passion. I assiduously avoided the stories in which the blind regained their sight. My sight certainly had not returned.</p><p>The specialist had a diagnosis, for which I am grateful. The prognosis is mixed. This will not progress. But I will not entirely regain what I have lost. On the left, I am like the blind man in Mark’s Gospel (Mk 8:22-25), who when only partially healed sees people walking about like trees. The right remains clear. This is the First Principle and Foundation embodied, the two desires compassing me about.</p><p>So I struggle to find that indifference, the desire not for any particular path, except that which leaves me closer to God. I find comfort in Rilke, believing that somehow in the ebb and flow of event, God is cutting deeper channels into my soul.</p><blockquote><p>I believe in all that has never yet been spoken.<br />I want to free what waits within me<br />so that what no one has dared to wish for </p></blockquote><blockquote><p>may for once spring clear<br />without my contriving. </p></blockquote><blockquote><p>If this is arrogant, God, forgive me,<br />but this is what I need to say.</p><p>May what I do flow from me like a river,<br />no forcing and no holding back,<br />the way it is with children.<br />Then in these swelling and ebbing currents,<br />these deepening tides moving out, returning,</p><p>I will sing you as no one ever has,<br />streaming through widening channels<br />into the open sea. -- Rainer Maria Rilke, Book of Hours I, 12</p><p></p></blockquote><p><br /></p>Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-7227466477350802852023-04-27T14:08:00.000-04:002023-04-27T14:08:04.303-04:00Lodging in Wisdom's branches<div style="text-align: left;"><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjAXLw-vXmL6u0VEJfu7txCt3oemd-_A3Fc5Bz4-4EJk-vTLMC7dVzQxNSItC7Yxh0Nny1j4tn_E1oF72_bKSIWVa3yMJO_DbxCzCvUlg0k5UgViaUC2lkZCIB3x2x3TdgkSWDChehwndgBvVah2aIUu-Kkx-1SK3RMIrnuZEISOJDiIucHhg/s3024/our%20mother%20of%20good%20counsel%20and%20telescope.png" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjAXLw-vXmL6u0VEJfu7txCt3oemd-_A3Fc5Bz4-4EJk-vTLMC7dVzQxNSItC7Yxh0Nny1j4tn_E1oF72_bKSIWVa3yMJO_DbxCzCvUlg0k5UgViaUC2lkZCIB3x2x3TdgkSWDChehwndgBvVah2aIUu-Kkx-1SK3RMIrnuZEISOJDiIucHhg/s320/our%20mother%20of%20good%20counsel%20and%20telescope.png" width="320" /></a></div><br />Happy those who meditate on Wisdom,<br />and fix their gaze on knowledge;<br />Who ponder her ways in their heart,<br />and understand her paths;</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />Who pursue her like a scout,<br />and watch at her entry way;<br />Who peep through her windows,<br />and listen at her doors;</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />Who encamp near her house<br />and fasten their tent pegs next to her walls;<br />Who pitch their tent beside her,<br />and dwell in a good place;</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />Who build their nest in her leaves,<br />and lodge in her branches;<br />Who take refuge from the heat in her shade<br />and dwell in her home. - Sirach 14:21-27</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><div>Yesterday was the feast of Our Mother of Good Counsel, the titular feast of my parish and the patroness of the Vatican Observatory. And by some miracle, perhaps the intervention of our Lady, my early morning meeting was canceled and so I found myself at the 8 AM mass, where the scent of the pastor's homemade sticky buns was creeping in the door. There was breakfast for all comers afterwards!</div><div><br /></div><div>The readings were taken from the Augustinian lectionary for the feast, rather than the Easter season, for we are an Augustinian parish. The first reading was this pericope from Sirach. Though I have heard it before, I was struck yesterday by this description of those who seek Wisdom, the Holy Spirit. So like the scientist that I am and the scientists who are my colleagues at the Observatory. We pursue the mysteries of the universe like scouts, we peep through the windows and listen at the doors. We encamp, settle in, willing to take our time dwelling with God's created world.</div><div><br /></div><div>As I write this, I'm sitting in my study. The green leaves of the oak trees that surround the house have come out and I truly feel as if I have a nest in Wisdom's leaves and am firmly lodged in her branches.</div><div><br /></div></div>
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Photo is of a painting of Our Mother of Good Counsel (the original is a fresco at Genazzano, Italy) in the entryway of the Vatican Observatory outside Rome.Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-9786460928988602302023-04-07T17:51:00.002-04:002023-04-08T17:27:47.190-04:00Do this in memory of me<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjhqSxm1QG2-k6dNDqB-Z22LL7FH_3inSNtFp582pCJeIfKT2Ecm3Sid0gIJkqK-J0gQFbLgcVPL_D56sYWBLQrvWq51QEwEohkkflhBNeMgVU1WkcVLlxlfiG6WRi8TaZP3PPyMWeZ38_zLtYfojdSQXieJuChP8HwfE8thHS1P9vU3583cQ/s640/eucharist%20stamp%20dead%20sea%20scrolls.jpeg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="480" data-original-width="640" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjhqSxm1QG2-k6dNDqB-Z22LL7FH_3inSNtFp582pCJeIfKT2Ecm3Sid0gIJkqK-J0gQFbLgcVPL_D56sYWBLQrvWq51QEwEohkkflhBNeMgVU1WkcVLlxlfiG6WRi8TaZP3PPyMWeZ38_zLtYfojdSQXieJuChP8HwfE8thHS1P9vU3583cQ/s320/eucharist%20stamp%20dead%20sea%20scrolls.jpeg" width="320" /></a></div>(This is an edited and expanded version of a very brief reflection I gave at my parish's mission a few weeks ago. The movie is wrenching, and a difficult watch, but also beautiful.)<p></p><p>A few weeks ago I watched a movie on PBS. My oldest son had worked on the production, stage managing the play and then the film and I wanted to see what he had done. The film, <i><a href="https://rememberthiskarskifilm.com/">Remember This</a></i>, was about listening, about listening deeply, and about seeing and what happens when we are deliberately blind to those around us. It told the story of Jan Karski, a Catholic and who worked with the Jewish Polish resistance during World War II, who told of the horrors they were enduring even before the US entered the war. Warning the world, warnings that went unheard. We could have stopped it, but we refused to hear. Forty years after the war, Karski said that he was still haunted by what he saw, and moreover that he wanted to be haunted by it. </p><p>I want to tell you about a time when I saw something, and then chose to be blind to it. The experience haunts me, and I think, as Karski did, that I want it to haunt me. It was a bitterly cold December day and I was in a taxi outside Union Station in Washington DC on my way to give a talk. I looked out the window to see a man in a beige wool coat with a cup of coffee in one hand and a bagel in the other. As he crossed the street he tossed the half eaten bagel into the trashcan on the corner. I can still see the arc it made as it sailed through the air. And then I saw a man in a thin sweatshirt get off a nearby bench and reach into the trashcan, pick up the bagel and take a bite.</p><p>I was horror-struck. How hungry do you have to be to fish a half-eaten bagel out of the trashcan? I knew what I should've done, gotten out of that taxicab, and given him my hat, my gloves and my jacket — though in retrospect it was unlikely to fit — and taken him for breakfast. But I did none of these things. The traffic eased, the taxi drove on. If I saw Jesus on the street corner, how fast would I have bounded out of the car and said come have breakfast with me? The trouble is, I did see Jesus on the street corner, and chose to be blind. I still cringe when I think of it, and have mentally dubbed this experience the parable of the two men and the bagel.</p><p>When Karski walked the Jewish ghetto in Warsaw, his companion kept repeating to him, “Remember this. Remember this." I want to hear as I walk the world Jesus repeating in my ear, "Remember this, remember me." I want to be haunted, so that in the end when Jesus asks me when I saw him, when I fed him and clothed him and cared for him, I can say, “on every street corner.”</p><p>In his homily last night for Holy Thursday our pastor asked us what we thought Jesus meant when he said, "do this in memory of me." Do we think he meant solely the celebration of the Eucharist? Or perhaps this yearly washing of the feet? Or is Jesus asking us to shape our whole lives in memory of everything that we have seen and heard of his life. So yes to the Eucharist, and yes to the washing of the feet. But also yes to the feeding of the hungry, and yes to the healing of the sick, and yes to the welcoming of those who the world pushes to the edges, unheard and unseen. And I thought again of Jan Karski, and those whispered words "remember this, remember this."</p><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-51338877852106684172023-02-14T11:30:00.001-05:002023-02-14T11:30:57.164-05:00Op-ed redux: thoughts and prayers<p>The op-ed below appeared in the<a href="https://www.inquirer.com/opinion/commentary/uvalde-shooting-thoughts-prayers-ted-cruz-20220526.html"> Philadelphia Inquirer last May</a> after the shooting in Uvalde, Texas. There's been another shooting, so many other shootings. We throw up our hands and say there are too many guns but what's to be done? If we had the will, if we cared about the lives of our children and our young people, perhaps we could see to it that there were fewer guns. We may never stop all of the violence, but to say that we can stop none of it is untrue.</p><p>We have gun toting congresspeople, but I wish someone would ask Marjorie Green Taylor Greene or Lauren Boebert every time they speak, why do you need to carry a people-killing machine in your purse?</p><p>I wondered what image to put with this post, a photo of the original article, or some religious image, perhaps Christ bent under the weight of a cross. But part of me really thinks that what should go with these articles are pictures of the carnage. Detailed, up close, many, pictures of the carnage, the physical as well as the emotional. I spent time many years ago in Ignatian contemplation of the crucifixion, and wonder if we need a national contemplation of these tragedies in much the same way. Not to experience the horror of it, but to viscerally experience the weight our sins and know how we must change and live from that reality. To truly see what we have chosen as a nation. It surely isn't life.</p><p></p><hr />Ted Cruz is “fervently lifting up in prayer the children and families.” Mitch McConnell is praying fervently, too. My Twitter feed is full of thoughts and prayers for Uvalde, Texas, where an 18-year-old gunman killed 19 children and two adults on Tuesday afternoon.<p></p><p><i>Prayer.</i></p><p>We keep using that word, but what do we mean?</p><p>As someone who writes regularly about prayer, every time I see “thoughts and prayers” in my Twitter feed or hear it uttered by a politician on the news, I wonder what we think we’re praying for.</p><p>Are we offering to make some vague noise in the direction of God’s ear and then move on? Or do we have something specific in mind that we expect God to come down and take care of? Perhaps a miracle that restores the lives lost, or some divine assurance that something this horrific will never happen again — or at least not to us.</p><p>C.S. Lewis once said, “I pray because I can’t help myself. I pray because I’m helpless … It doesn’t change God — it changes me.” Are we willing to pray fiercely — even desperately — to change the way we approach guns, as individuals and as a nation?</p><p>Remington claims its version of an AR-15 rifle will give you “the confidence and firepower to get the job done.” Are we willing to pray to change the conversation, to dispense with euphemisms and say aloud what the job of a gun is: “This AR-15 will allow you to kill or maim another human being. Many human beings. Quickly.”</p><p>In Buffalo, N.Y., 10 in two minutes.</p><p>Can we pray for the vision to see how guns change us? To grasp that we might secretly relish holding the power of life and death in our hands, to consider we sometimes buy guns because they make us feel a little like gods ourselves, or if not gods, at least like a superhero. Or a patriot.</p><p>Are we willing to pray that we can change — that we could imagine ways to reduce, if not eliminate the carnage, as other countries have done? Or perhaps should we be praying for forgiveness from the families of the next classroom full of terrified children who will die in a hail of bullets? And we won’t have long to wait. On average, one child is shot every hour of the day in America.</p><p>We say now is not the time, in the wake of a tragedy, to think about the solutions. Instead, we should focus on thoughts and prayers for the dead, the dying, and those who loved them. But what are the prayers for, if not to change things? We must go beyond issuing vague petitions in the wake of a tragedy. Instead, we can offer ongoing, concrete prayers for our own change of heart, and for the hard, realistic thinking and respectful dialogue it will take to change a nation.</p><p>Perhaps the next time our leaders are offering their thoughts and prayers in the wake of a mass shooting, they might take the lead and say what those prayers and thoughts are.</p><p>That would be a miracle worth praying for.</p>Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-48758212256654394012023-02-12T17:34:00.000-05:002023-02-12T17:34:47.466-05:00Leaves of grief<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjjOQIQZsj1_xCpsAHIsC99z8gzPcR4ZFcIYhsI3Y08XqzdFU7-dGf1UXTwT63sPgJVsGqiBAma_TK7b1QB942sCIvtwKOCE5f43mQFYgRMuP_Dv4oJR96tCOBvS8NZ4yuGpczUfKgB9IQMTPmn-YGeRI8AzsfpBwLzP1EFvEvKJsniUV3aXw/s4032/Fluffy%20book%20cat%20psalm%20sun.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjjOQIQZsj1_xCpsAHIsC99z8gzPcR4ZFcIYhsI3Y08XqzdFU7-dGf1UXTwT63sPgJVsGqiBAma_TK7b1QB942sCIvtwKOCE5f43mQFYgRMuP_Dv4oJR96tCOBvS8NZ4yuGpczUfKgB9IQMTPmn-YGeRI8AzsfpBwLzP1EFvEvKJsniUV3aXw/s320/Fluffy%20book%20cat%20psalm%20sun.jpeg" width="240" /></a></div>Grief is a funny thing. It can reach out and grab you by the throat from years in the past. Tom has been gone almost 36 years. I have grieved for him. I have found great joy in Math Man and our two sons. Yet somehow the joy and the grief are interleaved with each other, flying past each other like the pages of a book ruffled in the wind. <p></p><p>Our beloved cat Fluffy died on Friday. She went to sleep on Thursday and simply didn't wake up. The end was swift but gentle, but it remains hard to lose a companion of almost 17 years. Math Man and I cried our tears for her, and did the last necessary things. We will bury her ashes under the cherry tree that she loved to climb,to harass the squirrels and find her way to the window outside my study, demanding I remove the screen and let her in. Terrifying the neighbors as she balanced on the roof, but never once falling. </p><p>I came home from teaching on Friday afternoon and was faced with her food bowl sitting in the kitchen. I emptied her bowls and put them in the dishwasher, and started to clear away the little pieces of her life scattered around the house, washing the bedding in the basket she sometimes occupied in the kitchen and picking up the toys she batted under the sofa. And as I did so the grief and the anger I felt when I came back from the hospital after Tom died came flooding back. I had gone around the house that Good Friday afternoon doing the same thing, throwing away the razor he would not need ever again, washing the bedding and remaking the bed for a single occupant. Suddenly that grief was all fresh again, and I could hardly speak for the tears.</p><p>In a moment of clarity, I remembered the advice of a long-ago spiritual director on this kind of grief. Think of it like the Amtrak train howling through the station, he suggested. It comes on fast, it's noisy and rattles you, it's frankly terrifying. But it will pass, and generally quickly. And it did. But I still miss Fluffy...and Tom. </p>Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-27258544872279435242023-01-06T14:33:00.002-05:002023-01-06T14:33:10.687-05:00Happy New Year!<p> </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi0Jj3Y0kMjAwz2-KphHFbdAxHUjh0eb-ckpqlJGASIAkVU8cL6Box7cT1s2mE4rapv17YALCtAskmjzCdJVvvt2WL40NBQrP4HLZCdezWIIGSUE-rxiFNI7h9m30rmNCoqu6Lcl5GkkbshwVJ5o9L_ghxaMQJrF2_qdzDgZ5z__iMgOqLQKg/s2113/The%20Good%20Life%20-%20Book%20Jacket.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2113" data-original-width="1400" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi0Jj3Y0kMjAwz2-KphHFbdAxHUjh0eb-ckpqlJGASIAkVU8cL6Box7cT1s2mE4rapv17YALCtAskmjzCdJVvvt2WL40NBQrP4HLZCdezWIIGSUE-rxiFNI7h9m30rmNCoqu6Lcl5GkkbshwVJ5o9L_ghxaMQJrF2_qdzDgZ5z__iMgOqLQKg/s320/The%20Good%20Life%20-%20Book%20Jacket.jpeg" width="212" /></a></div><br />What makes me happy? Besides a book and a cup of tea?<p></p><p>A kitchen full of family. From conversations with my mother over the counter in the kitchen, to early mornings cups of tea with my dad, to times with my brothers and their home kitchens, to cooking a holiday meal with my sons and their partners, to the quiet days of emptying the dishwasher while Math Man cooks dinner for us. The holidays this year made me happy on all fronts. Family, food and cups of tea and lots and lots of books.</p><p>Perhaps it's because I grew up in a large family that even though I am an introvert, it's the people in my life that bring me joy. It turns out that I'm not alone. Last summer I had the privilege of reading a draft of a book a friend was writing on happiness. Marc drew on all the data generated by an ongoing study begun at Harvard in the 1930s (he is the associate director of the study.) I loved the interplay of data and story in the book. (Also fun, seeing your colleague's work in the <a href="https://www.nytimes.com/explain/2023/01/01/well/happiness-challenge">NY Times</a>.) Whether the conversations happen in the kitchen or elsewhere, what generally makes us happy is our relationships. </p><p>The book (<i><a href="https://www.amazon.com/Good-Life-Lessons-Scientific-Happiness/dp/198216669X/ref=tmm_hrd_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=">The Good Life: Lessons from the World's Longest Scientific Study of Happiness</a></i> by Robert Waldinger and Marc Schulz) is coming out this week, and if you're interested in happiness (who isn't?), I recommend it. But I'd also recommend it if developing community as part of the work you do. I'm chairing our parish council through these pandemic years and have really come to appreciate how important relationships are to keeping a community healthy and whole, and the work that is required to keep them going when events such as the pandemic interfere with our usual patterns. So I read this with an eye to what I could learn, not only about my own life, but about the life of the parish.</p><p>Happy New Year!</p>Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-26293151363321384612022-12-20T10:27:00.002-05:002022-12-20T10:27:55.011-05:00Dr. Francl's home for lonely poinsettas<p> </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEikRGIJNEJBpAuJ92CYfcx8YXlqJApfYmJpaO4fAZMrgumA3uGuibsqXmeoItIQCUznMF_kqLR03F-SAJ5htW_D65KcaiUmYG9svzgrFLPOsydZ2B6MWvPscs5_X78eNlhUlx3VnA12VlwCkTFHAwVRfYsupri7gXlnBRfonnXknSPP0lykmA/s4032/pointsettas.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="4032" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEikRGIJNEJBpAuJ92CYfcx8YXlqJApfYmJpaO4fAZMrgumA3uGuibsqXmeoItIQCUznMF_kqLR03F-SAJ5htW_D65KcaiUmYG9svzgrFLPOsydZ2B6MWvPscs5_X78eNlhUlx3VnA12VlwCkTFHAwVRfYsupri7gXlnBRfonnXknSPP0lykmA/s320/pointsettas.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><p></p><p>The email came from a student in my first year writing class. Could I give a temporary home, she wondered, to her poinsettia over winter break? After a brief exchange concerning cats and watering requirements we agreed that I could house her poinsettia. She would drop it off, she said, on the last day of final exams. "Perfect! I'll be on the lookout for it.”</p><p>Friday came, and the poinsettia arrived with a note. I took it into my office and put it on my desk and returned to grading quantum mechanics finals. I stepped out for a minute to heat up a cup of tea and when I returned there were two poinsettias outside of my office. I was puzzled for a moment. I was sure I had brought the poinsettia in. Had I imagined it? I picked them up and carried them inside and indeed there was already a poinsettia my desk. Whew!</p><p>Still I wondered, why the plenitude of poinsettias? And one looked a little bit the worse for wear. Was it the ghost of poinsettias future? </p><p>An email resolved the mystery, upon hearing that I was giving a home to one poinsettia, friends of my student thought I might give a home to their poinsettias as well. So I find myself a plant parent for break. They do brighten my office. And I feel honored that someone thinks I might be able to restore the sad poinsettia to health (though I fear it may need more of an Easter event). I will do my best to channel my mother who was not only an amazing parent to six kids but also a terrific plant parent as well.</p><div><br /></div>Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-48835564406932486662022-12-18T17:07:00.004-05:002022-12-18T17:07:52.838-05:00Asperges: Blessing the sparrow-grass<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjaKYauH5uG4EYmLzd514IuRki-6B1gqlCKCpjtLy4ux2qsBTwAVDNLUqNCwrc4z0lzMTaGV5brcbzQoJg-iimPzHmpxuYs6EN_ap7_xO_G14-BFtKl9TqU1pmP7MpjavPygG81KnjNibuf3y2_FzgpPb-LQKiS8aoXAJ4o0myAjrpT6CH6PQ/s2031/800px-Asparagus-Bundle.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2031" data-original-width="800" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjaKYauH5uG4EYmLzd514IuRki-6B1gqlCKCpjtLy4ux2qsBTwAVDNLUqNCwrc4z0lzMTaGV5brcbzQoJg-iimPzHmpxuYs6EN_ap7_xO_G14-BFtKl9TqU1pmP7MpjavPygG81KnjNibuf3y2_FzgpPb-LQKiS8aoXAJ4o0myAjrpT6CH6PQ/s320/800px-Asparagus-Bundle.jpg" width="126" /></a></div><br /><i>Asperges.</i> From the Latin, to sprinkle. We replaced the almost three decade old hymnals at the parish. I was sad to see them go, not because I will miss the music, but because I will miss the water-crinkled page with the song we sang many Easter seasons during the sprinkling rite. There is something about the physical traces of the water that cascaded over the assembly, a potent reminder of mercy we held in our hands each and every liturgy.<p></p><p><i>Asperges.</i> French for asparagus. I wondered if this was somehow related to the ritual asperges. If I squint my eyes the individual stalks of asparagus look much like an aspergillum. But no, asparagus at least, is an old word. Even the OED is unsure where and how it was born. Perhaps it comes from the Greek, perhaps from something much earlier. The <i>a</i> vanished early on, dropped in Latin, and Italian, and old English. <i>Sparagi</i>,<i>sparaci</i> and <i>spargen</i>.And from there <i>sparagrass</i>. And finally sparrow-grass. Only botanists called it asparagus, reclaiming the <i>a</i> from the proto-Indo-European dustbin. It was too stiff, too pedantic for common use. </p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p>Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-12399226075847725832022-12-09T18:31:00.010-05:002023-08-22T10:10:21.444-04:00A list of things to write about<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhTbrLlRdkRRVFEWnNBsn9XqQp4eo-U3sAfucveprZtPu1MMkiTTGgS2pBtHNI2OItKCAsF8plOAG70WlMH83pc3tHBGJQqQkmI0m6of0nNJtuwy3jRk-1dbE2tctrd-JBbf1-p_4qKsiqTM5w9eTs07sniagF9M3KOdcHHB8sSyXjXrq5rIA/s860/Screen%20Shot%202022-12-09%20at%206.29.23%20PM.png" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="860" data-original-width="574" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhTbrLlRdkRRVFEWnNBsn9XqQp4eo-U3sAfucveprZtPu1MMkiTTGgS2pBtHNI2OItKCAsF8plOAG70WlMH83pc3tHBGJQqQkmI0m6of0nNJtuwy3jRk-1dbE2tctrd-JBbf1-p_4qKsiqTM5w9eTs07sniagF9M3KOdcHHB8sSyXjXrq5rIA/s320/Screen%20Shot%202022-12-09%20at%206.29.23%20PM.png" width="214" /></a></div>I've been teaching a first-year course that centers around close reading and writing. The title of the course is "Women Who See Through Walls" about women poets and mystics and scientists. As part of the thread that links the course together we have been reading selections from Natalie Goldberg's beautiful book <i>Writing Down the Bones</i>. One of the last selections we read was called "A list of things to write about". I haven't had much time to write on the blog this semester, teaching three different courses with three different preps each of with a boatload of grading, along with a couple of other writing assignments, have sucked up all my time. But I have been keeping a list of things to write about!<p></p><p>1. The blessing of sparrow-grass; also some weird word that started with <i>c</i> or <i>g</i> and that I can't figure out where I scribbled it down.</p><p>2. Shrikes. OMG, I cannot get a description of these birds and their habits when it comes to food out of my head. Thanks New York Times crossword puzzle.</p><p>3. Fingernails. Not the things on the end of your fingers but what my grandmother used to call a particular sort of butter mint. The college bookstore had the peppermint version of these, which I had not seen in years. I bought a bag.</p><p>4. It appears that AI can write homilies, but should they? I'm really bothered by the thought.</p><p>5. Advent calendars are having a moment. I heard a piece on NPR about them, and there was a piece in the Washington Post. I was struck by someone who said the point was to get rewarded every day that we managed to wait. I'm all about waiting, and leaning in to my desire for the living God in Advent. There is an asceticism to that waiting that I'm loathe to give up. That said I'm also all in on Advent calendars, both those that just have numbers behind the doors and those that might have special treats behind them.</p><p>6. There's a whole set of math memes going around riffing on the elf on the shelf. Heard about the elf on a shelf? What about the quadratic in the attic? or X on the T Rex? or the lemniscate on the gate?...tell me you're laughing...</p><p>And last but not least, a new book is out which has two of my homilies in it. One for Lent and one for the feast of All Saints. <i>A Prisoner and You Visited Me</i> is part of the Homilists for the Homeless series, put out by Clear Faith press and edited by indomitable deacon Jim Knipper. All of the homilists (which include Fr. Jim Martin and chemist Mags Blackie) have donated their time and writing and all the proceeds from this particular book to help those in prison. You can find the book <a href="https://bit.ly/CFPLaunch" target="_blank">here</a>!</p>Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-24644236368701574162022-11-21T14:12:00.001-05:002022-11-21T14:12:15.328-05:00You're doing it wrong<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjYBtuk5fG9dBTofPXOnv8bU8U0VODUrly9mZGJFyhObCMJO891NzRZduxJ3Q_jd_wdaPK-HM6PBpARd7csWKAwfcc3KT07qxv9UDOzyOo3HBjhq-PB26CS6I0J2HScQPEWKMV7nqGaFTAhNKAHgsiDs6yK3xLdxZGwpCkUkZmmr82bhuHI3g/s2781/tea%20cup%20spoon%20desk.png" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2781" data-original-width="2475" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjYBtuk5fG9dBTofPXOnv8bU8U0VODUrly9mZGJFyhObCMJO891NzRZduxJ3Q_jd_wdaPK-HM6PBpARd7csWKAwfcc3KT07qxv9UDOzyOo3HBjhq-PB26CS6I0J2HScQPEWKMV7nqGaFTAhNKAHgsiDs6yK3xLdxZGwpCkUkZmmr82bhuHI3g/s320/tea%20cup%20spoon%20desk.png" width="285" /></a></div>You’ve seen the clickbait, some photo of an everyday object withe the caption, “You’ve been using this all wrong!”<p></p><div>This summer, Math Guy (the offspring with many blog names, including “The Egg”) and his fiancee (!) brought me a cool spoon for my tea that rests on the cup. For months I had been putting the spoon across the cup with the bowl hanging outside the cup. Recently it occurred to me that this left the spoon dripping onto my desk. So I tried the perch shown in the photo. I wasn't sure how secure this would be, but it works great. The spoon seems to float, but is stable enough to carry the mug upstairs without dropping the spoon. I was definitely doing it wrong! (And I did check with the internet, which confirmed it.)</div>Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-39549527560202367312022-11-20T21:24:00.002-05:002022-11-20T21:24:21.088-05:00Morning prayer: In praise of lament<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFJEdxwhzaaql-fU8KHnG9Ik7-hVijbVuhr-qpWtvRVqdcvVB5HqycESNS9d04RX_O-INlLsq0yn8tH-3sQfTrh2Q04KksRpC_3X0h-s4uc83vCy0DJB8AKECxd1RqFbHL9pAFj2L3yWzbB8xRkiDQ-YUZqyoPHvndggJ-aWWvcxUJxzBzrw/s4032/A3DCFC62-DA0D-4102-9A17-69CB3209F3AD.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFJEdxwhzaaql-fU8KHnG9Ik7-hVijbVuhr-qpWtvRVqdcvVB5HqycESNS9d04RX_O-INlLsq0yn8tH-3sQfTrh2Q04KksRpC_3X0h-s4uc83vCy0DJB8AKECxd1RqFbHL9pAFj2L3yWzbB8xRkiDQ-YUZqyoPHvndggJ-aWWvcxUJxzBzrw/s320/A3DCFC62-DA0D-4102-9A17-69CB3209F3AD.jpeg" width="240" /></a></div>The traditional name for Morning Prayer is Lauds, a chorus of praise. Examinations of conscience and penitential rites are reserved for the end of the day. Every day is a new start, venturing forth into a world lit up by the grace of its creator. But I’ve been trying something different these past few months. Listening to the news. To the groans and howls of a world in pain.<p></p><p>About 10 years ago a director on a retreat suggested praying with the news. “Oh, no, I never touch the paper while I’m on retreat.” “Well,” she replied, “Maybe you’d read the news differently on retreat?” I still steadfastly avoided browsing the NY Times sitting on a table in the hallway. But she was right.</p><p>So when I wrote an op-ed for the Philadelphia Inquirer last spring about thoughts and prayers in the wake of the Uvalde shooting, someone apparently decided I needed to be ‘educated’ about guns and signed me up for a daily email from a gun company. Every morning I get links about why I need to be armed, and how best to neutralize targets. I could click and unsubscribe, but I haven’t. It sits in my email to remind me to be persistent in praying for an end to the violence and equally persistent in doing the work for justice this demands. It reminds me, too, to examine my conscience to see where I am complicit in the culture that fosters such disregard for human life. To start the day determined to work for the Gospel - for peace, mercy and justice.</p><p>This morning I awoke to the news of the shooting in Colorado. I wanted to look away, to pull up psalms of joy on the Solemnity of Christ the King. But instead I sat with the reality of a fallen world, to which I have contributed. And wept for those who died. Lamentations instead of Lauds.</p>Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-68228857429689824352022-10-18T09:37:00.009-04:002022-10-18T09:42:48.020-04:00Chewing photons for inspiration<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgyMXkY51IbSgg-Sk0559FASi8IbqWUtDlcB75DLChaQ9iZhhFC7rwflpiAVdlfh0X48UVj_feMAU6aGCIc1r4eojrVZIr0j5T_RsgxmfhKOdRs2vXsyiHndS3WVkUX9yB172LOTg8phaIb4dxmU5rqxGXTSNuoB34xIsubzwwLbos-dGsBsQ/s4032/oaks%20in%20Bryn%20Mawr%20green.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgyMXkY51IbSgg-Sk0559FASi8IbqWUtDlcB75DLChaQ9iZhhFC7rwflpiAVdlfh0X48UVj_feMAU6aGCIc1r4eojrVZIr0j5T_RsgxmfhKOdRs2vXsyiHndS3WVkUX9yB172LOTg8phaIb4dxmU5rqxGXTSNuoB34xIsubzwwLbos-dGsBsQ/s320/oaks%20in%20Bryn%20Mawr%20green.jpg" width="240" /></a></div><br />I have been riding my bike to campus this semester. My route takes me through a stone archway and then to the top of the green that leads to the science building. The campus landscape was designed by Frederick Law Olmstead, who designed Central Park (and the grounds of the now-closed Jesuit Center at Wernersville). When I hit the top of the hill I’m looking down an aisle of enormous oaks, their canopies merging in a magnificent green arch, a nave of a living cathedral. I never fail to take a deep breath when I see it. A literal inspiration. <p></p><p>I can feel my shoulders relax, and all my anxiety slide off. Is it all the oxygen those leaves are churning out, as they sit there chewing photons? Is it that the rest of my ride is downhill, away from traffic? Or is it awe?</p>Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565601.post-3956390086256503742022-10-11T22:17:00.004-04:002022-10-11T22:17:51.081-04:00An open window <p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgFj0t79Mni2nvwGWWw0v3IWs8uR_oRWQYBzKUn6RN_qjTbKoSfsEvO3KFdcB858MSa8mjJZR4oz9lafLRcEQrvEhauCPor5cwao1qiHDkNR9yxXl7_VnCAlI-8ViRtBRrdTbUguLzQBm4RwbWb17myqRI7mF0OXcLjZHThHQ6lV3nHELXCmg/s1194/opening%20Vatican%20II.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="867" data-original-width="1194" height="232" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgFj0t79Mni2nvwGWWw0v3IWs8uR_oRWQYBzKUn6RN_qjTbKoSfsEvO3KFdcB858MSa8mjJZR4oz9lafLRcEQrvEhauCPor5cwao1qiHDkNR9yxXl7_VnCAlI-8ViRtBRrdTbUguLzQBm4RwbWb17myqRI7mF0OXcLjZHThHQ6lV3nHELXCmg/s320/opening%20Vatican%20II.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>It's the 60th anniversary of the opening of the Second Vatican Council today. I don't remember the opening of the council, unsurprisingly as I was 4 1/2 (almost to the day). <div><br /></div><div>The late John W. O'Malley, SJ, who was Crash’s undergraduate thesis advisor, summed up the effect of Vatican II as a move from "commands to invitations, from laws to ideals, from definition to mystery, from threats to persuasion, from coercion to conscience, from monologue to dialogue, from ruling to serving, from withdrawn to integrated, from vertical to horizontal, from exclusion to inclusion, from hostility to friendship, from rivalry to partnership, from suspicion to trust, from static to ongoing, from passive acceptances to active engagement, from fault-finding to appreciation, from prescriptive to principles, from behavior modification to inner appropriation." I sometimes scroll through #CatholicTwitter and think how far we still have to go.<span> <span> <span> <span> <span> </span></span></span></span></span></div><div><br /></div><div>I look at the photograph from the opening and see so many men — all men at the opening. But Pope Paul <a href="https://www.vaticannews.va/en/vatican-city/news/2019-06/second-vatican-council-women-regina-heyder.html" target="_blank">insisted</a> on adding women auditors to the Council. And now the Secretary General of Vatican City is a woman, Sr. Raffaella Petrini. I got to meet her a few days ago, she oversees the Vatican Observatory. And for a few minutes I felt the stirrings of the Spirit, and the hope that Fr. O’Malley expressed so vividly flared into fire.</div><div><br /></div><div><p><br /></p></div>Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12617476463347663364noreply@blogger.com0